Back in the Chaos. Wake up, and get thrown into the shark tank. Work. Life. It's just a test and It's not real. All that matters is to be calm and to expect Hashem to give you everything. That is the only way. Other than that, you have to work on yourself. That's what He wants. A person is the clay and the potter. You must try to be the best person that you can be. You have to work on yourself. That's all that is left to do in this horrid life. After all is said and done, a person's reason for living is to work on himself and nothing else, and Torah is the guiding word. The source of information on what to do. Man in the world and Torah. Hashem watches. Rely on Him for everything.
What level am I on?
Living a healthy life. Not bothered by toxic things. Of course the greatest toxin and the most dangerous thing of all is people. People are dangerous. We are brought into this world by dangerous people that lead us to believe that we must be involved in and are capable of constant close communication with anybody and everybody that we see. Nothing could be further from The Truth. We are to be loners that shape ourselves and carefully leave our mark on ourselves and the world.
Some people don't have a Torah, so they are truly lost. It is saddening and I empathize for them. But WE do not have an excuse. We are fortunate. It is simple in theory. Stay out of trouble. Work on yourself. Don't associate with toxic people. Follow in the Fathers footsteps. Be a great individual. Be smart. Be wise. Be close to Hashem. Let Him protect. Let Him provide. Don't take anybody's abuse. Be free. Be real. Be alive. Only rely on Hashem. Survive. Survive. Survive. Survive. Isolate. Strengthen. Become empowered. Blow off wicked psychopaths. Survive. Beg Hashem. Cry to Hashem.
It doesn't matter how long it takes. Never give up. Be a winner. Lose the losers. They're called losers because you have to lose them. Just lose them.
What will happen today? I love that question. It's exciting. We have no idea what will unfold today. Anything can happen. I am in the observers seat. We will see what Hashem has in store for us today. I am assuming the position of observer.
